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Spiders and Beetles But Not Morgellons

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I have read posts around the net about people who can not go to bed to sleep because when they go to bed very large, visually fuzzy, ethereal spiders or beetles crawl out of their bodies and start biting them. I tried searching for posts today, but I was not able to find any posts about it other than regular bug bites or altered drugged states of spiders, beetles, and other insects.

I first read about people being attacked and bitten by spiders and bugs crawling in and out of their bodies at night while learning about Shamanism. They were were generally blips inserted as an afterthought to a main post on a separate topic. Occasionally I have read a few hints of these other world bugs in unrelated postings, generally as passing thought. Someone will mention it happens to them, and someone else will chime in saying, ‘Oh yes, that happened to me too’.

I have never experienced these shapeless bugs myself, only remotely as a child when someone my folks knew was ‘sent’ away to ‘dry out’, which was the term used a long time ago meaning – sent away for a month to a ‘clinic’ as an attempt to cure alcohol addiction.

mantisI remember my folks saying so and so was seeing spiders and mice crawling around their room during the first days of ‘drying out’. That meant they have a severe alcohol addiction. Other than that I have no first hand experience with this happening to anyone I know.

On the other hand, I have seen what look like fuzzy flies fly into or out of people around me. They usually look like house flies, but their shape is really indistinctive. I think house flies because that is what they most resemble, or maybe a little like a formless black, ant bodied wasp. I have noticed when a fly of this type flies into someone, the person does not seem to be aware of it. I see it happen, and if they do too, they are used to it happening.

Usually within a half an hour, when one of these flies has flown into someone they undergo a mood shift, usually becoming angry or irritated for no obvious reason. Whether the bugs are bringers of the mood change, or if it is coincidence I have never known someone I see it happening to well enough to ask if they know a change is happening to them or not.

I do not see myself saying, “Hi, I was looking at you and noticed a fly or something like it, fly out of that door and fly right into your cheek. Does this happen often to you?”  I can not imagine any good outcome from asking a stranger a question like that.

From what I have gleaned from reading where people mentioned bugs crawling out of them and biting them, it was usually confined to the chest and stomach area. Perhaps this is where they were most focus is as sleeping usually happens in a darkened room. Or possible because that is where our life forces are located, in this area of our body

I don’t think it is a singularly Shamanistic viewpoint, but the few responses I have read is whoever this is happening to is doing something in their life that has taken their life out of balance; and this will keep happening until they take steps to get their life back in balance. In some cases I remember the cure was indeed a life style change, in other cases it was an act of intervention from someone who had experience with the ‘bug issue’ and knew how to fix it.

Personally, I am on the fence about the whole matter.  While it is well within the realm of altered reality, I do wonder if it happens in mundane reality, or do these people somehow how unknowingly shift into an alternate reality with no one around them noticing? If it does happen without their direct knowledge, how come, and does it continue?

Before someone takes off with this idea, I am not speaking of Morgellons disease or a seven foot tall Praying Mantis type creature that a few people see of when they wake in the middle of the night, or other overly large insects that seem to inhabit the world of our suddenly waking moments. These spiders and beetle stories I have read are from people who lay down to go to sleep, not people who have been asleep for some amount of time.

If you have any experience with these phenomena, I sure would enjoy hearing your serious thoughts on the subject.

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Seance By Candle Light

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In Elementary school my class had to do a individual demonstration. As I remember the topic did not matter as long as it was something we were interested in and was appropriate for our age. For most of the kids in the class, we had the opportunity to show off something we were interested in.

I would be fibbing if I told you what I did for a demonstration. It may have been fly tying most likely, but for now it has slipped away into the mish mash of experiences in a young life. What I do remember is what a boy named David did for his project. David performed a seance and wanted to invoke the spirit of the assinated president, John F Kennedy.

David explained to the class that he would have some people sit around a table holding hands like we all have seen in the movies. Instead of drama and special effects, David used a candle. A candle was lit and placed in the center of the table, and the lights in the class room were turned off.

David started asking for the spirit of John Kennedy to make itself known by directing the candle flame. After a few minutes the candle flame started responding intelligently to questions by moving in the appropriate direction for yes, no, or maybe.

View from the other side?

View from the other side?

We kids were both awed and sceptical at the same time. One kid who was not part of the seance said the kids around the table were causing the movement of the candle with their breath. Almost half the class agreed.

David had everyone move away from the table, sitting or standing no closer than ten feet to the table. The candle flame continued to respond, but we all seriously doubted a dead president of the United States had nothing better to do than entertain us. A few more questions confirmed our suspicions when the candle flame movement changed to the ‘no’ position when asked if it was really the John F. Kennedy the former President, and after that answers became nonsense.

At recess I remember talking with friends about it. Someone ventured, “We might have created a spirit.” Another responded, “If we did where does it go and what happens to it?” We thought that was a great question. We decided it was possible with our combined energies we may have created something that moved the candle flame. Where it went and what happened to it was an unsolved matter.

I know now we did not create something, we attracted something. Across all cultures and religions candles are lit as part of an invocation ceremony. Whether it is a prayer request in a church, or a pagan ceremony, lighting of candles or making a fire is part of the process.

What happens to what we attract depends on what we do next. Once we attract something, it could be bribed, trapped, but most likely it scares us. Not everything we may attract plays well with others. When that happens, people, houses and places become haunted. People are terrified and harrassed by something they can not see.

I have come to think of these things as ‘fear thought probers’. They probe our minds for our deepest darkest fears and project them back making us really scared. Invoking thoughts or visions that absolutely terrify. They mix thought and vision, making you think you almost see or hear things that are not really there.

These ‘thought probers’ as I think of them have no ability to do anything other than effect thoughts – unless you feed them. Media is filled with stories of people bitten, pinched, or levitated. Items in homes flying across rooms and smashing into walls. Terrified people fleeing for their lives barely escaping what is attacking them.

What really happens only happens in your mind. You are seeing images of what could be. You are hearing noises having thoughts projected with them at the same time. What happens when you take a shower. Don’t you sometimes here a voice, knocking on a door, phone ringing, etc. Yet when you turn off the water, there is nothing.

It would take an enormous amount of energy to do any of the things you see or read about in a haunting. If anything had that much energy (power) would they waste time scaring you, or would they do something? When, or if this happens to you, think of being at the Zoo reading one of the signs posted everywhere, “Do not feed the animals”. They feed on fear using your imagination. Once they realize they won’t get fed by you it will soon stop.

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Vampire Fiction Vampire Reality

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Vampires are in vogue these days. Vampires have even hit late night talk shows. Young, pumped, brooding, and overly sensitive is the vampire of today. What attributes to wrap up into a love story and soap opera all at once.

The idea makes for a romantic setting, but vampires can only be romantic and sensitive in a made up world of fiction. Somewhere where Vampires are more than human. Throw in moral and ethical decisions and the stage is set. What mere human could make a decision as well as a Vampire.

While the world is swooning over Vampire hunks and hotties, and wondering how exciting it would be to be a vampire, perhaps reality is different. Having special powers, never growing old, and lifetimes of knowledge to draw on to do the right thing at the right time sounds exciting.

It was not until the last hundred and fifty years or so since the world has changed and modernized. The world has changed, we have not. We are for the most part the same people that walked around any previous time you wish to imagine. We have our faults, and we have our pinnacles of shining humanity. Most of us live our life somewhere in between. Most of us live a life of neither overly wonderful, or terribly unjust. How many lifetimes living a Vampiric life are enough for an average person? What if a real Vampire walks the street outside your door at night. What would a real Vampire really be like?

vampireIf there were real Vampires, its existence would be one of fear, boredom and misery. There would be brooding deep feelings, but they would not be from feelings caused by human/vampire relationships. How many killings before a Vampire starts going insane. Experiencing distress from boredom and frustration. Imagine living hundreds of years, watching generation after generation making the same mistakes the over and over. Watching people treat each other badly for years on end, would make the most brutal Vampire want to stop living.

What about one Vampire creating another Vampire? Vampires do not have sex, although according to folk knowledge are extremely sexy. How frustrating would that be, and how it would twist your view of life, even a Vampire’s life? What Vampire would want to create a Vampire? Vampires being immortal, would need to be very particular about who has the correct personality to thrive and survive as a Vampire. Not to mention being a friend and good company across the decades.

Vampires living with the fact that they are a murderer, no matter who your victims are would be difficult. A Vampire finding someone to trust would be almost impossible. Think of all the ulterior motives that people would have for wanting to become a Vampire too.

Existing through decades, or centuries, moving from place to place as people usually became suspicious of your lifestyle. Curious about unexplained disappearances and strange deaths in the community would make Vampire life difficult. Then their is a problem of old people recognizing a Vampire because a Vampire does not change. A Vampire would have to be constantly on the move.

Worrying constantly about being discovered by accidently while asleep. No matter how much money a Vampire could afford to pay someone, greed or guilt would eventually make that someone turn on their employer. After a few lifetimes, money would cease to be a thrill I think. Then there is the problem of bank accounts, always closing one account and opening a new account somewhere else.

The pathetic aftermath cleaning up after feeding would be disgusting. I can’t imagine the stink and feeling of being covered with coagulating blood after feeding. Killing anything in that manner is not as easy as in books and movies. People do not lay down and die. Our will to live is very strong.

As Vampires ride the wave of fame and fortune, at least for their creators in movies and books, reality is a along way from fantasy. Looking a little closer to home, how does our individual reality compare to the person we think we are? How do vampires measure up to our idea of us?

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Psychic and Scared The Positives Part 5

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I have been written on mostly the negatives of being psychic and seeing things considered paranormal. As you work your way through all the unknowns of being psychic, there is a proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. It is however an individual opinion however whether the grass is really greener on the other side – pun intended.

Working with and improving your newfound talents opens up a new world not readily accessible to most people. If you are curious about your new world, properly using your newfound talent is rewarding, uplifting, and most importantly, self validating. Using your gifts for the wrong purpose leads to you being labeled as a fraud or con artist and putting yourself in a position where you can be greatly hurt or harmed, both psychically and physically.

The best learning is to learn about ourselves. Spending some time each day or each week reflecting or meditating leads to better insight about ourselves, our world, and our spiritual self. It may become possible to know and understand many of the spiritual mysteries of the world, religious mysteries and non religious too. Knowing things about our existence that others guess at.

Knowing, not guessing or believing something that may or may not be true brings a feeling of peace. You understand your place in the world and what you bring to the table to make life better for all. You no longer wonder about differences in belief systems. You understand many things considered supernatural. Knowing is within your ability if you choose to want to know. Knowing brings contentment to your life.

para finalI believe psychic talent is a mixed bag. On one side is some of the questions we ponder daily are answered. It is rewarding to be able to help people in certain areas of their life. It is rewarding to help people find reasonable solutions to their problems or pointing them in a direction where they can be helped. It is especially rewarding not to be scared of the generally unseen or unknown.

Learning how to be properly responsible is a secondary gift. Sometimes people do not want to know anything new, even though they say they do. Telling them something they need to hear but do not want to hear, only makes them angry and resentful. At times it is best to stick to the middle road.

Helping someone who has passed over can be very rewarding, especially if that person is in a situation that they can not rest from until they fix it. Helping someone who never felt quite complete become a whole person spiritually is also very rewarding, and satisfying.

Do not expect everyone you may help to be happy about the process. Sometimes helping people brings back memories they spent years forgetting, and although they may be grateful they now feel complete, they may not be happy with the memories that comes with that feeling. In time though people you have helped are thankful for the experience.

Learning the truth about our spiritual life or spiritual world makes life more exciting and more rewarding. Knowing our individual purpose or path is wonderful. We are not in our life by accident. We came here for a purpose and understanding what that purpose is and working towards that purpose is very satisfying. Knowing that we are not a world of billions of individuals living apart, but melded by shared goals and shared vision makes life fuller.

Of course for any of these things to be known instead of wondered, imagined, or read, one must pass a series of challenges or tests. As silly as the idea sounds, it is true. As a responsible adult you would not give children dangerous toys to play with hoping they will treat them with respect. Neither are the gifts you find you have complete and honed to their highest abilities. To use your gifts to their utmost, you should be responsible with them.

The first challenge is setting your fears of the unknown aside. You must be able to set fear aside and look beyond childish attempts to scare you away. Learning how to see the world in a new way without becoming overwhelmed or bitter is a beginning step too. You will need to have enough wisdom to know when it is a good time to be scared and ask for help, because something is beyond your ability alone.

In the world of the paranormal as in the mundane, no one is an island as much as it feels like it at times. We each have our own path to follow, and it may seem as if we are individuals, though really we are working towards a common purpose or goal. Using your gifts or talents properly instead of being scared of them is what you were meant to do. Your gifts when used properly will bring fulfillment and purpose into your life.

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My best to you and your new future as it unfolds before you!

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Psychic and Scared The Rest Part 4

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Do you prefer to be away from people. Do you find people or places drain your energy, or when you are around people for too long you start feeling sad? Do you get depressed around crowds of people? Do you suddenly feel scared, or have feelings of dislike from certain individuals without any real reason? Do you know a person you are talking to has a hidden life they keep secret from others?

If so you may belong to a unique group of people who are known as Empaths. Empathy is picking up on and feeling emotion or other characteristics of someone or something. They could be standing right next to you or be far away, distance is not a concern. I think people who think they have been in contact with what are called ‘psychic vampires’ are likely Empaths who do not know they are.

Empaths usually do not enjoy groups of people, and are occasionally thought of as loners or distant. Empaths are sort of chameleons in they pick up and feel the emotions of others as easily as they feel their own thoughts and emotions. Generally these are the stronger emotions, such as loneliness, sorrow, wanting, and the like.

psy 7Someone who displays the characteristics of an Empath can be happy and having fun and suddenly start to feel lonely or depressed without any reason for the change in emotion other than someone they have an emotional bond with or a strong personality they have recently been in contact with is feeling these strong emotions.

Mainstream community thinking in general dismisses someone being an Empath just as psychic ability is dismissed or attributed as a lucky guess or two. For someone who knows they are an Empath, they have close up and prsonal understanding of what is going on around them.

Being an Empath is difficult as emotions and feeling need to be constantly checked against a personal standard because of the degrees of emotions. It is possible an Empath may feel sad over something that happened in their day, but their sadness in amplified by the feeling of another that inadvertently became part of their feeling of sadness without their realizing it even happened.

Of course on thought to be aware of is empathy can be mistaken for physical or emotional disorders that one may not even be aware of. Being an Empath makes life difficult. Unlike someone who is not, emotions or feelings should not be taken for granted as being your own, but examined as whether they came from an external source.

With enough practice in examining your own feelings and emotions, it will become second nature and you won’t even notice you are doing it. It is easier to manage the emotional roller coaster many Empaths find themselves on when they can quickly dismiss a thought or emotion as belonging to someone or something else, and not their own.

I think a number of people who think they suffer from depression, take medication that does not help, and have no physical reason to hold strong emotion are Empaths and do not know it. It may be people who think of themselves as clairvoyant, or sensitives are empaths, or perhaps empaths belong under one of those labels.

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Psychic and Scared The Rest Part 3

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Validation is important if you think you are communicating with someone or something. Being scared or nervous about what is happening to you sometimes makes for a loose interpretation of what you think you see or heat, though precision comes with practice. So it is with validating what you think you know. You may know the general subject, but miss the fine details if you are too quick to decide.

Spirits and other entities have been here as long as mankind has been around, perhaps longer. Ancient to modern day texts are filled with examples of spirit and human interaction. The Bible is full of spirit visits, demons, angels and hidden knowledge. Jesus is mentioned many times talking with spirits of one sort or another.

Ancient civilizations are well documented having seers, fortune tellers, and dream readers. Spiritual healing is common in both ancient and modern cultures. Today there are still ancient societies which know there are more worlds than the our one physical world.

Spirits do not go away because we grow up, or technology advanced. What has happened is most of us have become incapable of realizing they are around. Our parents became to involved in modern life, and forgot to teach us there is more to life than electronic toys.

psy 5We are told from early childhood the Boogie Man in the closet, Leprechauns and their pots of gold, and the Tooth Fairy are children’s stories, and nothing more. If we disagree we are told in a more firm manner. We are told that there is a God, but God is distant and uncommunicative with us. We are so conditioned we can not even hear God when we are spoken to. We think God left home a few thousand years ago. We write these things off to our imagination, or a trick of our ears or eyes.

We were all born with some psychic ability. Unfortunately by the time we reach adulthood, most of us firmly believe nothing exists unseen except a God we don’t know and Satan. We are conditioned to believe God is distant and quiet, and Satan is all too active attempting to trip us in up as we live our life.

For many people Satan is everywhere or nowhere. Satan is the bringer of everything wrong in our life, and God won’t fix it for us. Seeing a dead Aunt in the middle of the night is a demon in disguise trying to trick us. Truth is we have already deceived ourselves long before that happens.

We do not imagine being surrounded by angels, but we easily imagine being surrounded by demons. We are not, most of us aware of the two or more beings that are with us every moment we draw a breath. We think animals are inane, soulless, creatures, and we alone are the only creature God, if God exists has any interest in. We are so conditioned in our arrogance, most of us would not recognize Satan if Satan stood right in front of us and smiled for our camera.

There are multitudes of beings or entities living in and roaming around our world who can speak with us if they choose. Some of us can hear and talk with them too, even if we would prefer not to. Any living plant, insect, or animal can speak with us if we allow it, and they choose to speak. Other things we do not think of as alive also can communicate of we only listen.

People with paranormal abilities discover this and accept it. Some entities or beings have interests that align with ours, and willingly form alliances for our mutual benefit. Other entities have only their interests in mind which clash with ours, and they may see us as their enemy. Others are simply neutral.

Some beings are very unsociable, and will quickly let you know it. Others are chatter boxes and hard to quiet down once they start talking. They are generally like us.They have their wants and needs which may or may not be similar to ours. Those who have passed on and not yet started life in their new dimension can become pests or bullies if not quelled when they discover you can hear them.

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