Grateful for life in September 2008

I want to take time to write about being grateful for everything going on in my life. I am usually grateful for every day that comes along, but verbalizing feelings is something special.

I am grateful for the way I have come to view my work. My job is not that important in the larger scheme of life, but I feel good leaving most days, knowing that I did the best I could. I believe the world will be a better place for what I accomplish each day I work. It took years to arrive at a place of being happy to do my little job every day.

I am grateful for those of you in food service who make my life better. When I buy a cup of coffee, or something to eat, we both are in a unique relationship for those minutes we interact. I appreciate your taking care of me the best you can. Some of you are very good at what you do, and I think it makes my coffee, or meal taste much better because you are happy doing what you do.

I am grateful the new bean and chili crop is here. Living in New Mexico means beans and chili are a staple food. In a few weeks the apple orchards will be harvesting their crop, and I will also have fresh apples to eat.

I am grateful to the folks who make my blog possible. The last programming I was any good at was basic on Radio Shack and Commodore computers. If I had to design my own blogging platform, and themes, I would not be writing this now. I would have given up in frustration. At times as I am update my blog, I think about how creative and talented you coding artists are.

I am grateful that you are taking the time to read what I write. I hope something I write either helps make your life better, gives you a knew perspective, or brings a smile to your face for a moment or two. I know your time is precious, and I try not to waste it by filling space with words. Thank you for your time spent reading. Thank you for sharing what read with your friends, I hope they enjoy it too.

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Grateful for a bowl oatmeal with coffee or tea

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I was looking at the statistics for my blog yesterday. I realized, that this is the fifth month my blog has been in existence. I am grateful that I decided after a few years of thinking about starting a blog. What I am more excited about is you take the time to read what I write, that is the real excitement of my blog!

Some days are fun, and some are hard when I am sit here typing a post. Some days, I am really comfortable with what I am writing, other days I feel like I am really stepping out on a slippery ledge. Through these last months which seem to have been so quick, you have taken the time to read my thoughts, find something useful, or at least a worthwhile read. When I was a poker forum junkie, I would go from site to site, and inhale every word that someone took the time to write. Eventually it dawned on me that I had been reading mostly the same things every day.

That was one of the big hurdles I had with this blog. Power Blogger’s suggest that a blog stick to one main subject, and everything be written towards the blog’s focus. They also suggest that articles be kept to three hundred words or less, because longer posts tend to turn off readers. There are some other rules that are out there that I should have be following too, but I have not. That was one of the things that kept me from starting earlier, I could not imagine how I could have a blog that anyone would actually read, when I was going against all the generally acceptable ideas about blogging.

The five months this blog has been in existence have shown that what is right for me, is absolutely okay. If I was writing this solely for myself, I would still be saying breaking rules is correct. I have read of other who have started their blogs, and they say they are enjoying amazing results, and I am happy for them. I have been to some of their sites, and most of them I will not be going back to because they are targeted at a specific audience for a monetary reason. I wish them the best but that is not my purpose at this time for my blog.

I thought it was kind of interesting the other day, when I was thinking about a comment my wife made to me. My wife had mentioned out of the blue, that if skate boards were out when I was a kid, I would have been a very good Skateboarder. I mentioned in reply, that I would have enjoyed it because fear does not enter in my life very often. My wife replied, “I know.”

Good or bad, everything you have read for the last months is what goes on in my head. If my writing was dragging, or moving fast, you have read my thoughts, and so many of you come back again and again! I am glad what I chose for the correct path for my blog, is something you too enjoy. I hope that you find something worth your time out of what I write, even if it is nothing more, than you mentioning to someone, that you wonder how I manage to get through each day writing what I write.

I am also grateful, that you are not grammar critics. I work full time, and all my typing tutor software has never helped me achieve anything above twenty words a minute. I have this odd three finger, two finger typing style with an occasional flurry of using all my fingers as I should. You have been kind enough to over look my odd wording, and my grammar errors – thank you for your patience.

What makes this a blog and not a personal diary, is you take the time to visit and read. Thank you for being you, and reading what I write! I hope at some level, my blog helps you in your life, even if that is only a laugh, or a how not to for your own life.

Thank you!

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Rise and fall of my playing poker, or blogging for fun and challenge

In the late nineties, I thought playing Blackjack at the local casino would be fun, and I could make a few dollars a week extra spending cash. I did, but it was not all it was cracked up to be on the money end. I had little invested, just my initial twenty dollars, and at the end of a year I was up just a few dollars over four hundred. Not a bad profit considering the money was essentially free, and all I had to do was drink free soda, and sit for an hour or so at a blackjack table each week.

Once in a while I would go into the poker room, and watch people play cards for money. The game in vogue at that time was Seven Card Stud. I had played stud at the kitchen table just like many other people, so I thought it would be an easy transition. The upside would be more money, and less risk to what money I cared to risk each session of poker. It was a much harder game than I had thought, and stud ate up most of my little four hundred dollar bankroll before I started breaking even, and eventually winning more than I lost.

I learned to be a good stud player, very good in fact. I was showing a small but steady profit at one to five dollar spread limit stud which was the only stud game going. It was a far cry from the kitchen table games, and I had to buy a book or two and think about what I read, and how I played, but I was winning a few dollars over the month so I was happy.

At this time Texas Hold’em was getting popular, and not too many people played it, but those that did, and seemed to know what they were doing would make more from one pot of hold’em than I would in five or six hours of stud. So I did the reasonable thing and taught myself how to play hold’em. Of course my risk payed off, and I was making pocket change from playing hold’em. Never enough to really do anything with, but enough that I played for almost five years on other people’s money.

This year it dawned on me, that what had happened to stud was now happening to hold’em. The money was getting harder to win because the players were getting better. Even the worst player at the local hold’em game today is as good or better than the better players from five or six years ago. I understood then that stud had gone the same way when I made the switch to hold’em. When I switched from stud to hold’em, the usual stud suspects consisted of mostly the same players every night. What this meant for myself was those of us at the table were fighting over the same slice of pie, and most nights breaking even was a good night.

After the last holdem game I played this summer, I looked around the poker room to see how many new faces were playing, and found there weren’t any. I realized then that the days of just going to a poker room for a few hours and winning a bit were gone. From now on as long the economy keeps getting tighter, the remaining poker players will get better, or slow down as I have. Those people who used to go out occasionally and play a few hours of poker on a Friday night are going away quickly, as they can no longer afford poker because they find themselves losing consistently.

This is the current state of my own, and other’s poker playing. I always played poker for fun first, and money second. But just like the stud game of old, the fun times and the easy money are all gone. All that is left for me at the poker table is a lot of hard work for very little money. I work hard enough at my regular job, and I do not care to work hard at the poker table, where is the fun in that? I met some great people playing poker and learned an awful lot about myself, and real life. I think everyone should give poker a try, or try something similar, like golf, tennis for example. Any game that partially plays in your head is a good game to try. There are a lot of life lessons to be learned if one puts forth the effort in these type of endeavors. Myself, I am, looking for another challenge.

I heard blogging takes you to the same places, so I think I may give it a try….

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